Wednesday, October 3, 2007

My September 21st


I saw the sky and trees in Yuune’s eye.
I cannot control what he sees.
He sees whatever happens in front of his eyes.
Nature, friends, love, hesitance, war, religion, murder, heroes, movies.
I want him to have a brain that can interpret and think on its own for what he sees.


I am grateful for having a place to live.

I am grateful for being able to eat whatever I want to eat.

I am grateful for having a chance to enjoy my life.

I am grateful for spending my life as I want.


I am satisfied.

I love Rob and Yuune.

I spend my life happily.

I pray for world’s peace.


Recently I often think about what the love is.
I used to answer to Rob,
“I don’t know what the love is, the only thing I know is I want to be with you now.”
But now I think about family love.
Does it last forever?
Will I be able to love Rob as a family or as a father of Yuune forever?
How do I love Rob now?

Love to Yuune is completely different from anything else.
I cannot even compare.
Or can I still call this feeling love?
I cannot live without him anymore.


My Two Treasures

2 comments:

Konrad Newman said...

i really love this top picture of Yuune's eye... and i love his eye too (親ばか?)

Sometimes i do a kind of meditaion where i try to see, or imagine seeing, through other people's eyes.

i think people in general spend the majority of their lives either in denial or retreat of others' ideas-opinions-perspectives-rights&wrongs. We often critic other's, but seldom critic ourselves...

naetron said...

amen to that. you three are moving me to tears, i love you all