Second Thing

Morning Meditation

I am an abstraction of my-self-thought
Natural and awkward
Uncaring, and critical
A contradiction

Caring, caring, caring, caring
carrying, carrying, carrying, carrying
Not caring,
Not carrying

I cannot be
A state of constancy?
Motion in change of holding back, or that which
isn't letting go

Everyday...
The held in Bit
Instructions:

Move with thought,
Act for that,
Realign,
Muse without motion,
Steady,
and Breath

Breath

Breath

Breath?

Breath?
But form is only suitable for...
So long,
I'm out of Breath

Distant thoughts warm my belly
Yesterday, the Beatles
Tomorrow Tomorrow, Elliot Smith
Twenty minutes from now?
They don't stop coming
Sometimes I push
Other times I pull